"– and if you don't fucking talk to your brother about this–"
"You'll what? What? Go ahead, what will YOU do?"
"I... I don't know. Why are we even fighting right now?"
"I couldn't even tell you. The truth of the matter is, I'm scared. I'm terrified to tell you that I feel like every second of my existence is being played out by a series of actors and extras, and that soon, every second of who I am is just going to end up passing me by. I'm scared that ... that I've used up every last bit of who I am to become something that I'm not. I'm horrified that you don't know me. Jesus fuck me Erin, I'm terrified that I don't know me. I'm scared that all of this is going to be too much and this is just one protracted spiral out–"
"–And if it is, what does that say about me? What part of me would leave you here to drown in this? I've been with you through the worst of this <<protagonist>>, I've been here through more than you would believe. Do you remember the time that you spent four days, curled up in bed, afraid of the kitchen, because that's where the knives are?"
"... yes."
"Yes. And we got THROUGH that. We made it the fuck through that and we'll make it the fuck through this existential crisis."
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In particular the vocals have this wispy Chelsea Wolfe quality full of fairy fire flickering promise. The music is a shifting fantasia, almost an entire film score journey in five minutes. Tender raindrop keys, crushing storm front guitars, and bisecting buzzsaw percussion. A cacophony of sound and beauty. As an added bonus it contains a Bside called “exit/Void” with a spoken word poem surrounded by sinister overtones. preciousken
A remarkable fever dream that successfully juggles post-rock, shoegaze, breakcore, indie pop, new age, and even spoken word. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 2, 2023